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Friday, July 04, 2008

Kiddie Love.

What?! Is every one of my fucking friends in love or some shit?? Am I the only one out of them that doesn't have a lover or so? I check my contact list and on their nickname is hearts all over. You could see them have an (L)(heart emoticon) on their name. Am I the only one who always have to stand out and not have a boyfriend? Am I the only who always have to be the loner? I never had a boyfriend and never been kissed, so I think that might have answered those questions. I hate it. Every guy I like they seem to just not have the same feelings as I do for them. Or if there are guys who has feelings for me I am just not interested in them. This bites. And the thing that sucks more is that I hang with my friends and they're all couples and I am the only one there alone, they'd be cuddling and making out and shit and it's just awkward. Sometimes it just makes me sad, it just makes me feel like I won't ever find someone for me. I think "love" isn't my thing or it just hates coming my way. And just because some people never saw me with a boyfriend and that I am a tomboy they all think that I'm bisexual or just a lesbian, well I am not and that is just wrong that people could think that without even knowing me first. At the moment I like this chav guy at the moment but it's hard for me to tell some guy that I like them. I know him since like November/December and we talk and have little play fights he gave me a nickname and I gave him one but I don't know if he feels the same way as me. Oh well.


Thursday, June 05, 2008

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

Single til' death.

I feel like no guys likes me at all.
I'm always consider as one of the
guys but nothing more than that.
I never had a boyfriend before,
never been kissed and I'm 17.
Is it me or what?
Is it maybe because I have
colored hair, bit weird and
dresses almost like a dude?
I can't help it if I'm not
dressing up like those chavs
or preppy girls.
I feel like I'm never going to
have a relationship with anyone.
And I do not bend the other way.
Is it because I'm tomboy-looking
or is it because I'm weird?
Or maybe even because I'm not
pretty or maybe I'm fat(125lbs)
or anything like that?
Sigh.
I feel like a fool because I'd tell
people that I never had a
boyfriend or ever been kissed
they'll be like "Are you kidding
me?! You are joking right?"
I feel like I'm never going to
find the right person or I'll
stay single till I die.
Like those lonely ladies with
bunch of cats in their home.
Sigh.


Saturday, May 17, 2008

Annoyance.

Geez louise.
There's this "friend", yeah, he's not
really a friend well I do not consider
him as one just a person that hangs
out where I hang out at school.
And like everyday I see him at
school already and he keeps bugging
me with his annoyance.
Like he can be nice but one little
annoying thing he does erases all
those nice things he did.
He says something small that just
makes everything goes all stupid.
And god, I see him at school 5 days
a week and when I go online he
comes and talks to me, geezus.
Don't you know how annoying
that is? I want to go online
and be away from you.
And like when we talk, he talks
about stupid stuff and if I don't
have nothing to say to him he'd
be like "So tell me something"
fuck, I do not have anything to
tell you god damn it!
And when I put my status on
busy or my on my personal
message saying that I'm busy
or not behind the pc he'll still
come and talk to me.
Don't you get the point that I
do not want to talk to you??
And if I put at my personal
message that I'm not in the
mood to talk he'll still come and
talks to me saying "Bad day?"
Damn, how stupid can you get?
And how annoying can you get?
He's like all clingy to me at school,
where I sit he wants to sit next to
me where I go he wants to be there.
When we took a class trip to Merida,
Venezuela everyday he's with me and
my friends I'd be like "Oh god, I came
here to spend time with my friends
and to get away from you!".
Wherever I go he's there, god damn it.
I'm pretty annoyed about it.
GO AWAY YOU FOOL!



Monday, May 12, 2008

Making a difference.

I'm just a teenager, what would
I know, right?
Tell me if I'm right or wrong.
I find it helping out to save global
warming is waste of time.
Why? Well, here's my argument story.
Few years back there was one person,
he found out there was this climate change,
this person's theory was
due to our human environment it causes the
damage to the climate.
This person spread his theory to the people,
nobody believed this person,
hey laughed at him.
He couldn't do anything to help the climate
change because nobody believed him, so
he left it at that from knowing what he
knows. Couple of years later scientist and
experts  on climate found out that things
were wrong  with it and they searched out
why, and the theory they gave was the
same as the person couple of years back.
Since scientist and experts knew about this
they announced it to the fellow nation
and they people believed them, they didn't
laugh at their theories, no, they didn't,
it's all just because they were scientist
and experts.
Meanwhile through those couple of years
before scientist and experts and researchers
found out about the climate change,
we have already damaged far too much of
the climate already.
Now that few years has passed more
people  are realizing about this problems
they start to panic and this leads to
organizations to help to prevent global
warming. But when global warming was
emerging to the state of almost-critical
nobody really cared they didn't do nothing,
nor did any companies and industries.
But now that they suddenly see that it's
getting worse they all wants to help,
even teenage kids.
And now there's car industries, electricity
industries etc. put up commercials on tv
and such to help. I'd say you're too late,
from all those years where this one person
said that he noticed something from the
climate change nobody wanted to listen
or do anything, from then if anyone did
something I'd still think we could of
prevent this global warming.
Now, everywhere I go I see commercials,
ads, and even some of my friends have
ads and sites on their MySpace profile
to help. I say that this doesn't work,
it's like you want to help and it progresses
with two steps forward but there's
other people in the whole population
that doesn't want to help and they just
makes it worse it's be like
taking 20 steps backwards.
Even if there's alot of people helping
about this global warming/climate
change thing, this world is big it
has 6,679,493,900 population and their
might be about 50,000  people out of
the
6,679,493,900 helping and you're
progressing but there's still the rest of
them working against your progression
and that just doesn't cut it anymore
since look where the global warming
stage is standing at.
Half of the ice from the North pole is
already melted away, half of the rain
forest are gone and that is a lot
of things that has been gone, how can
we get all those back right now.
If we did progress a bit,
while progressing to help global warming
we might have lost another quarter
of the ice from the North pole or a
quarter of the rain forest.
What best can it do for us?
We will try to help but trying could
only do so little since half of the things
we're helping are gone already.
So I do not see the point at it.
But hey, I'll never know, maybe these
human beings might really pull through
for Mother Earth and really do some
changes, but I'll have to see it to believe it.



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